mine

this is my dream to have a small business
MINE is Milik Indonesia Negriku Esa
hahahha
sok banget kan
hehehehe
smoga bisa lancar dehh
amienn
tp gw sebenernya baru belajar aj c
if i failed
it's all right

Fainted in mall

Yesterday was an enbarassing day for me
I was fainted in a crawded mall in bandung,, specificly in BIP. Lol!!!
That was an unexpectedly moment.
At that time, I got a light stomachache then I decided to go shoping to BIP. I went shopping with papa and my momwent tu buy silicon for her new phone asa birth day present. We went shopping saparately. My farher was looking for a belt then we found a spotm suddenly I felt so sick and my surrounding became feeble and i black out. When I woke up I was layed on floor in a bag shop..
Hihihi.... Luckily I was there with my father and before I blanked out I put my hand on my father's shoulder so I didn't fall.

attacked by dengue fever

right on valentine's day i was dying
that evening i felt so weird
i got pain on my bones
my breath was hot

then late at night my mom came
i told her that i'm sick

few days after it, i'm still sick
my mom told me to take my blood

the result is positive dengue fever

i layed in hospital for 4 days
i'm not a lowed to WASH MY HAIR!!
that's terrible

yesterday, about 3 days after it i went to salon directly

me and her

i have nothing
she has everything

i lost everything
she gets everything

i'm famous because a physical defect
she is famous because a perfect face

i humaliated by people
she gets accolade from people

i hurt by the love
she joys coz falling in love

i cried of pain
she cried of joy

me and him saparated by distance and time
she and he unificated by the distance and time

lack of feelings

i logged in to my face book
then i saw a picture
i don't feel a fragile heart has broken
weird!!!
i think my heart has completed..
time heals my heart
although there is a little feeling but i think i become a brand new syara

hahaha...

i don't know maybe i'm weird but i don't know,,..
i always happy when i see a couple

maybe it's beacause i've never felt the way they're doing

hhmmm...

i prefer to be a lone (single) instead of fall into the same hole..

there is nobody here!!!!

this morning i woke up earlier
i went to my fathers office first then i decided to had a therapy before i go to my internship.
i did it because i think i came to early
my mind was right i'm the first people who arrived before 8.30 am
well it's good
i can show them that i'm not "uncle girl"
i want to have a bright carrier next
if i'm not doing the way i'm right now then i'm gonna buried
i don't have a gougers body to proud of or a handsome guy to show of
but i can show my achievements..
i hope i can trough it all smoothly

any way yesterday my father showed me something
a scholarship to spend 1 year in high school in america
wow
i have to get it
struggle harder as i can tan before!!!!!

about my plan to spend my collage period in america??
well i'm quite confuse..
actually i want to spend my hs in america then i spend my my collage period in France

i hope all my dreams will be come true

long time no posting

after 5 days no posting. i missed blogger!!
mmmm..
i wanna share a few things such as :
i chosen by the school to attend the quiz about indonesia!!
don't you think it,s a good news????
my parners are Donny and Dinda
such a pleasure!!!!

well afterwards, the most important thing that i've shown a good thing after i sliped, felt and buried because the nightmares about 1,5 years ago. but now i stand up and getting stronger.

now i know how important frendship is.... then pretending you're ok but you are fragile.
now i can laugh. grin and sing a happy song. i myself had healed itself..