NEW YEAR COMES

today is the first day of january and the begining of this year

i have a lot of wishes that i expected to be come true

but first of all i wanna share a lil bit a bout the argument between me and my mom

yesterday we were planing to goo to my uncle's house and we had to bring such a food

my mom asked for help to call my driver to bring the a box of aqua in the car

i've told him but he brought the gallon aqua NOT THE BOX OF AQUA
and she just mad of me because of that!!!

it wasn't my fault.....

but so what ever

second i get

i got afew present even my birthday is still 11 days more..

but any way, thaks to my family

my wishes are....

- i'm not a gushy any more

- have fun with every one and every thing

- have a boyfriend likes Ricky (hehehe... dreaming)

- get higher score in every subject

- get a scholarship ( amin..)

EVERY BODY I WISH YOU HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!

enjoy every single of live

i'm trying to move on
yeyeye !!!

i think i have to rewonder about my future
even i pray in front of the ka'bah
i think it's quite imposible to be come true
but i'm still belive in it

instead of beeing disapointed i better to enjoy the bitter sweet of live
but i think i didn't feel the sweet of live yet

what i'm doing now is enjoy the bitter of live than make it sweet

for friend for love

after i wrote a story called " FRANGELITHIA "
i'm wondering if i can make a story about my love story but i have to make it a lil bit hyperbole.
the title gonna be " FOR FRIEND FOR LOVE "
this title means alot for me
if people think that this story is good and worthed to be relised as a novel
i'll send it to the publisher..
hope people will like it!! '_'

FOR FRIEND FOR LOVE

actually this story is about a girl who's falling in love with a boy
she ask her friend to make her close to the b0y because her friend recognise him a lil bit
after a few month letter she is quite eager what happen to her friend and her crust
she dicides to call her friend and ask about the improvement because until now her friend never interduce him to her how
how shock she is when her friend tells her that she just dating with her crust
she tried to accept everything sincerity
but love is blind
what would happen next????....

freaking out

night is alway come and i always freaking out..
it's not about fobia of darkness, ghost or mystic things
but it's about my mind that always fly away, day dream and then suddenly i express something that anexpected ( cry, smile, and hurts ).
especially when i dream about my future
i'm afraid if i'm gonna be single for ever ( nauzubillahminzalik )
wedding is a dream of most of people including me
i also want to have someone that always right by my side as long as i live
but it's become a nightmae if i remember that i'm still alone
and when my crust prefer ti choose my friend than me
also my face and my physic condition which is terrible
i knew it but i don't know what would happen in the future
god ( Allah ) i hope you want to answer my prays
i hope i can graduated from high school on time and get the best score and i'll get the scolarship in USA
i wish i will meet my soulmate and mary him in 23 years old and my physics already normal like others and i can built my own family
i hope someday i would become a success and famous young entreprenour in 28 years old also i can beat all man entrepreneur and i can make my parents please ( buy a house on the mountain, travel around the world and everithing that i can do for them).
i hope it is not just a pray but a dream come true

Amien

hehehe ini temen gw tika...

let me interduce herself..

her name is tika.

she just celebrated her 15th birthday.

we usually called her bahadur

couse she likes to kiss any body and do some violance such as punch or slap..

i grabed this photo from her PSTC folder

tika i'm sorry if upload this photo here!!

love kisya, syara and zara

stomachache

because of it, ican't enjoy my brief holiday!!!

i supposed to go to PIM to watch twilight but ....

i hate stomache, toothache and cold!!!!!

tika's bday

duhhhh

i'm still regret about yesterday
we had no idea about how to punk her to make her bothered

i was wondering if fool her by saying that she forget to unplug the iron again

but i didn't know does she ironed yesterday??

eventually

hahahahaha...

now, you all can see my face

but it's kind of terible photo, but i don't have any choise ...

unfortunately...

yesss

tomorrow is a holiday..
even it just one day, ithink it is enough to scream out loud and forget about live at school and also dream about future.

mmmm..

at the end of this year i wanna take sewing course and france language course
are they good fo me???

actually i would like to make my own label that's why i'll take sewing class but i don't know when it will become real. i also want to have a restaurant....

ohh i started again.

today is so boring!!

i just waste the rest of my day to day dream at school.

i don't know what did i do since early in this morning,

i didn't bring my laptop ( my vaio was hanging)!!!

because on last friday i wore an additional of my braces i can't enjoy my foods and i ca't speak clearly.

yesterday i went to a shop. i bought something there.

syara : excuse me mbak can you set it for me??

shop keeper : sorry, what you just said????

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and this is not happened once.

when i ordered a bowl of meat ball and a glass of happy soda

syara : mbak, can i have a bowl of meat ball and a glass of soda

cashier  : what?? gado-gado??

what the piiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha......

wednesday is a holiday!!!!

i think i'd better to go out with some of my friends.
i wanna go to watch film, swimming and have some foods
it sounds great

hahahahaha

but at december 27th, 2008 i can't come to my middle school reunion!!!
ya,, it's all right

atleast a have a time to refresh my mind...

ARGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!

parts of mouth are so hurttttt!!!!!!
my tongue, my lips, and anything in my mouth are so hurtttt!!!!

i used an additional that really annoy me to eat...

hiks hiks hiks

eat can makes me survive and a can't eat properly!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so bad

hehehehe

why every time i feel sad i feel so lonely...
i need someone to give me attention !!! my fate always bad.
i have bad face, body, no friend, no man, doesn't have a bright brain, and bad luck
(i'm crying right now)

frightened

i'm scared if my senior become strict to me. they keep asking me about the USB., but i'm sure that i gave her yesterday,,,..

oh god i hope it wasn't my foult nad we can found the USB and they wont become strict to me.....

amin

i'm still dreaming about this..

on friday i watched a romantic scene directly..
it was like a dream come true for girls. while multicultural week i watched a performance from one of the advisory. the boy were lipsing and ask the girl to dance on the stage.
they were dancing when the music played.
wow,,,,... it was very sweet.
after they dance together, the boy kiss the hand of the girl while the girl got back from the stage.

i think it is not available for me. at school i like a shadow who is not look real. am i wrong if i have a dream?

i'm dreaming about living happily ever after with the prince
but i know, boys just look us from the appearance and i don't have it !!!!
since my best friend grabed my crush. so hurrrrrrrrrrrtttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday is gone..

Yesterday is gone
I feel better now
Tears are gone and smile appears
Fragile heart tries to find the pieces which are not neat any more
Open my heart and forgive the traitor
And then close my heart to athers
Save the pieces and organize the heart to make it intact
Let the heart alone
Until it finds the mate itself

what the .... ??

We just take some photos.,
Actually we took so many photos but it suddenly disappear..

hiks,, hikss,,hikss,,

this is one of the photo. we were crazy

old story

hiks,,hiks,,hiks

I've felt in love with someone but i thing he does't know about it.
But you know why i feel very sad?? because that guy dating with one of my best friend.
Actually she knows my feeling with him. I've been 3 years felt in love with him and i still falling with him.
Am i mean with my feelings????

But it's so hurt!!!!!!!!!!

finally

Finally my blog released !!!!

hahahahaha.......

This is my first own blog. I hope this blog can be my virtual diary and i can share all of my feeling, knowledge and everything that i want to share.

Please leave a comment before you go!!